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Flutter & Wow

by Bright Kelly

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1.
Ay, Me Barefoot sharks in a cigarette sea (Ay, me, ay, me) Beggaring hearts for the innocent plea (Ay, me, ay, me) (Oooh) And I hold myself (Oooh) And I comfort me (Oooh) I don’t buy I sell (Oooh) Unbrokenly Got a false start in the cemetery (ay, me, ay, me) Tried to do right but it don’t come naturally (ay, me, ay, me) (Oooh) And I hold myself (Oooh) And I comfort me (Oooh) I don’t buy I sell (Oooh) Unbrokenly Bury me in the now So the memory don’t find me, cut me down Hide me in the run You can’t regret forgotten wounds And you can’t fail what’s left undone (Oooh) And I hold myself (Oooh) And I comfort me (Oooh) I don’t buy I sell (Oooh) Unbrokenly (Oooh) These are lies I tell (Oooh) When I can’t breathe (Oooh) But I’ll fix myself (Oooh) I’ll be unbroken I'll be unbroken I’ll be unbroken Unbroken
2.
In the Dark 05:20
Out by the lake, there’s a man, but nobody can see him A soldier inside, he is making amends for his sins And those of his father, and sons to come later Yeah, he’ll build a wall out of stones that are thrown by his neighbors Out by the road, there’s a girl, but he’ll never meet her She’s on the run from the girl in the mirror at home Thumb to the highway, she’s seen some sorrow But still she believes there’s a light that will shine til tomorrow They pass each other like ships in the darkness And for one another, they may be the only light left Ain’t it funny how that goes? Don’t it break your little heart? It’s the law of something older And it keeps us in the dark Somewhere a phone rings, and a boy doesn’t answer He’s stories above, and he stares at the sidewalk below Intent on release, anchored by only The fire escape and the terror of just letting go And miles away, is a mother who woke from her slumber A voice in her heart said it’s time for her son to come home The phone, it keeps ringing, her heart starts breaking She has all the love in the world, and it’s his for the taking They miss each other by only a moment Dying by inches, she knows and she can’t take his place Ain’t it funny how that goes? Don’t it dim your little spark? There is something so much bigger But it keeps us in the dark They may find each other at the end of the line As if that was how it all was planned And say to each other, “I’d go back and start over, And live through the pain again for the touch of your hand.” Somewhere in darkness, the souls are uniting Over coffee and cigarettes, etiquette checked at the door They smile with no humor, with love long behind them And think of their lives, saying, “What were we living them for?” Ain’t it funny how that goes? Don’t it break your little heart? It’s the law of something older And it keeps us in the dark
3.
Reborn 03:53
I’ve loved you since forever Since long before I even knew you were real I held you like a precious secret You’re half your mother’s daughter I hope you grow to have her smile and her eyes You’ll win me over just like she did If there’s a happy ever I hope I reach it knowing my daughter can be proud That I rebuilt the world to keep her safe and sound This is what I want to be Everything you need from me I am reborn This is what I was born to do To spend my lifetime loving you I am reborn as you are born I am reborn I didn’t see you coming I can’t imagine how we got through the day Wandering the world without you And as you grow, remember My love for you has no condition or end You could never make me doubt you I don’t care who you love or how But if they break your heart, I’ll always be around To catch you before you hit the ground This is what I want to be Everything you need from me I am reborn This is what I was born to do To spend my lifetime loving you I am reborn as you are born I am reborn
4.
These are the days that they warned us were coming And we thought we’d weather the storm Look at us now, we’re just crying for normal Give me the weather, man Give me a chance to be more than a rock in the stream I’ll stay forever indoors with my dreaming And I’ll be the guy who remembers believing In safe and sound and alone Bystanding through the fall Houses and hospitals Forced to stand straight and tall While the garden burns Long as my lungs are strong I am canary song Eyes on a distant dawn While the garden burns While the garden burns Float like a feather or shake like a leaf You best stand if you don’t want to fall If you get scared, you lock arms with your brother And hold onto hope, and still more each other When anger falls from the sky Bystanding through the fall Houses and hospitals Forced to stand straight and tall While the garden burns Long as my lungs are strong I am canary song Eyes on a distant dawn While the garden burns While the garden burns While the garden burns We take shelter in this While the garden burns And the children resist While the garden burns (and here comes the twist) After fire, the flowers will grow So give us a week, or a day, or a minute All of the time you can spare It’s not like our parents will care
5.
Nicotine 04:17
You’re just like every “last cigarette” that I’ve ever had The moment I’m done, wanna run out and buy a new pack And I got scars on my hands and my knees from crawling toward you Over all of the broken glass that you left here before You turned riches into rags And I want another drag Get in my lungs again Nicotine, nicotine Get in my lungs again Nicotine, nicotine I don’t know why I can’t leave you behind You are fire and gasoline Nicotine I don’t want you to know how often I look at my phone Hoping for any excuse to stop being strong Wondering if you are struggling to stay away, too Or if somebody pretty somewhere in this city Has got their hands on you I can’t sleep when I’m like this I would kill for a little fix Get in my lungs again Nicotine, nicotine Get in my lungs again Nicotine, nicotine I don’t know why I can’t leave you behind You’re a bullet in a magazine Nicotine I think better when I’m high I need to be too fucked up to cry Get in my lungs again Nicotine, nicotine Get in my lungs again Nicotine, nicotine I don’t know why I can’t leave you behind Run along and find a better scene Nicotine
6.
Sink a little deeper into the collar of my jacket It’s colder outside than they said on TV and the sidewalk starts to crack beneath the guilt in my pockets But I’m only searching for my keys It’s been a while now since I weathered the storm It’s a pitiful parade we make Just me and my coffin Drawing closer to each other every single day And sure I’m walking slower But there ain’t no walking backward And I ain’t found the courage yet to plant my feet and stay It’s been a while now since I weathered the storm It’s been a while now since I weathered the storm It seems like everything has changed but me Like everybody else learned to believe I’m everything but what I tried to be I guess it means that I am still unready I’m still unready Everything just falls apart And no one ever cured a faithless heart If I could take a step beyond the start I might get better But I’m still unready I’m still unready I am still unready, yeah If I call out to the wide and blue and say my will is failing It’s a tired variation on a very tired theme But in the search for rhyme or reason Man, you can’t just ask Alexa There are deeper mysteries than either man or androids dream It’s been a while now since I weathered the storm It’s been a while now since I weathered the storm It seems like everything has changed but me Like everybody else learned to believe I’m everything but what I tried to be I guess it means that I am still unready I’m still unready Everything just falls apart And no one ever cured a faithless heart If I could take a step beyond the start I might get better But I’m still unready I’m still unready I am still unready, yeah I am still unready, yeah
7.
Bring down the old record player we found In that sorrow-strewn store in that ten-dollar town I’ll dig up something to move to And you pour the wine Longing looks back through a sepia lens To nights at the barcade with all of our friends You held my hand walking back on the Fourth of July Summer night, summer night My soul for a sign I’ll get you back if I go back in time Summer days I’ve tried to move on Now I just shake til the fever is gone Now I just shake til the fever is gone VHS dreams of the person I was When I traded my love for acclaim and applause Sold off my favorite guitar just to feel more alone Maybe I’ve burned away all my goodwill I’m a worn-out old welcome mat, granted, but still, I belong on your doorstep The end of your winding road home Summer night, summer night My soul for a sign I’ll get you back if I go back in time Summer days I’ve tried to move on Now I just shake til the fever is gone Now I just shake til the fever is gone Now I just shake til the fever is gone
8.
When it’s time, you and I will go together You keep watch and I will row Cuz anyplace we get to go We’ll make it better When it’s time When it’s time I will try to keep perspective I will pawn my soul to fly beside you Trying not to be overprotective When it’s time Perhaps you’ll see I have never lived a moment Where I didn’t want to be with you I love you when you’re with me I love you when you’re gone I’ll love you when we find out if love really carries on I said I will love you when you leave your scent behind you in the bed I love you when we’re living And I’ll love you long after I’m dead When it’s time you and I will go together When it’s time you and I will seek forever When it’s time I will not ever say goodbye I will not ever say goodbye
9.
Like the one who bid me find you I will raise up I will raise up Like the father of a nation I will raise Let me come to you in pride, love Let me come to you in shame I am covered all in glories I am covered all in blame But I am not the reason This is not the end Nothing is forever I am still your friend I have loved you in my small way I have longed to be your strength But in the shadows before the morning I have broken / I have wept Bid this water be my savior In my blood and in my bones Be they shattered, be they traitors Bring me home I am not the reason I am not the end This may be forever But if grass can grow in winter And if trees can split the boulder And if love can last forever Then I need not grow older I will raise up, like the sun, love I will raise up, like the storm In the after, I will find you You are not alone
10.

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This entire album was recorded in a spare bedroom during the COVID-19 pandemic. I literally learned how to play new instruments and new ways to tune my guitar to create this. I learned to be a better engineer while chasing a sound that embraced the lo-fi sensibilities of Elliot Smith and Tom Waits—and I ended up with something uniquely mine.

This is a rainy day album. A contemplative album. I hope it means something to you.

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released December 11, 2021

Bright Kelly did literally every freaking thing.

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